crazy

Yep, I'm that mom!  The one that will drive the teacher crazy b/c I want to be so involved.  She sent out a list of days/times that she wants volunteers and it really just doesn't work for me.  I pretty much immediately emailed her and tried to sound sane and not completely obsessed with volunteering in her classroom except that I am.  I have been so excited about helping in Andrew's classroom (although I'm not sure he's so excited) and I worked out Grace's preschool schedule around it and of course, those aren't the days that she is asking for volunteers.  I am really sad and hoping that she will be able to use me to do something else on a different day.  Yep, I'm that mom!  Almost begging and pleading to get to be in the classroom.  This is one of those times when it is really hard to have family so far away.  Well, I'm trying to stay positive about my whole life this whole situation but it seems as if everything is going the opposite way of what I think.  I guess that's b/c I'm making all of my own plans rather than praying and following God's plan.  I'm going to go dust off my devotional and dive right in and see if I can find some peace about this whole thing.  I have obviously made it all about me and not all about Him.  Man, sometimes I wish I would just write in a journal instead of letting you all know how crazy I am!  Hope you are all having a wonderful weekend!